losing faith

i m not happy at all. after all these while, after what we have gone through, i thought things will never be the same. i thought we have learnt from the past. i thought we are going strong. guess all these are just my own thinkings...

some things will never change. some people will never change. so history will not change. history repeats. oh ya, is that why i am suffering again?

can someone tell me or can u tell me what is in your mind? can u tell me u are trying as hard as i am? can u tell me u will treat me well and i am always in your heart? but even if u tell me, i would think otherwise.

love is the same again. trust is never there again. i lose trust, i lose u. or should i say u lose me cos of the loss of trust.

prove me wrong please, please........... can u see my heart is bleeding... i never want this to come to an end but i cant see or feel any love from u. my love is flowing , just like water to the drain. what for? tell me i am wrong please. tell me otherwise. this is what i want to hear only.........